Or at least for me. When my personal life finally gets a little stable, my friendship one takes a toll. Now I am not going into details but I am so hurt. I care so much about the very few people in my life that when they 'snap' or 'turn' against me, even in a brief moment... It crushes me. Whether or not things that were said were meant in the way they were taken the damage is done.
I did not cry last night but I thought... I wonder how many of those people thought about me last night? Does my loss actually make them notice? Not that I needed notice.. Just comfort. I lost that a long time ago. The one person I thought had me the way I had her, didn't.
That kills me.
I just found this guy, he's making me happy. Must share. Thanks Amy
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I know what you mean. :O( I've had that happen too. I hate that things can't all just be good and work out. I hope things work out for you...
Posted by: Amy Ragland | August 15, 2006 at 08:43 AM
Isn't that always the case. Nothing is ever perfect.
Posted by: Ari | August 15, 2006 at 10:38 AM
heheheh...he's cute...He likes his steak. I like that he makes chomping noises. ;o)
Posted by: Amy Ragland | August 16, 2006 at 06:14 AM
U know that I was thinking about you. Love the kitty.
Posted by: Sandi | August 16, 2006 at 09:54 AM