Pleasantly Plump

Hmmm what is this...

Going Down...

A good way to go...

a new goal

and i'll start this today too.

because this is where I am right now

Here I am

the virtual me. Gross eh?

I pushed myself

and man did it feel good. I heard that you only start to burn fat after 20 minutes so I programmed my treadmill for 30 minutes. It went through various degrees of incline and speed. Once the 30 minutes was done ( 187 calories,20 carbs and 1.887 KM) I kept going. I went for another 11 minutes ( 67 calories, and 1km. I forgot the carb count) 11 minutes extra but I ran for 4 of those miutes. It was awesome. I felt my body go from tired into the endorphins running. I loved it. I hope to do even better tomorrow.

It's on..

And it started yesterday. Why wait until the new year to start? If you want to do something so bad, waiting just gives you an excuse to postpone the inevitable. In July or August of 2007 I will be on the beach in Mexico. I will be able to wear shorts without my legs chaffing, and best of all I will wear a bathing suit I feel pretty in. I am no longer going to let this fat take it's toll on me. I am tired of it, I hate how it feels on my body and I know that this is not me. Every time I look at pictures of me before kids, I was in nice form. I can do this again. Kids was just an excuse to be fat. I hate it now.

ok..

I wish there was something to update but I am update free. Ihave probably gained a pound or so since my last weighing on this blog and I haven't worked out at all. I am happily fat or just really lazy and don't care to much at this point. I realise I am overweight and this can be bad for my health and that certain parts of me sche due to the weight, but I don't want to be skinny skinny. Ok parts of me want to look anorexic but then reality kicks in and I don't want to have to die just to be thin. Plus I LOVE FOOD. LAst night I worked out and right after I had some cheesies. It totally voided my whole work out. Like wtf is up with me? I want it, but I don't because if I did, I'd be healthier. I need to start taking my Hoodia again and getting with it. There is no way I'll fit into my christmas jeans. It's sad.

i'm still here

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omg I am so excited. 5.5 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!! If I were at home I would put my new 5lbs lost blinky up. Yay for me.

Can you hear me calling?

I have walked 1.5 miles -- 7.5% of my goal of 20 miles!!

Well this is the latest and ever so happy monthly weight in. I guess I should measure myself but at this point I am ok with just weight loss. I just started takig my Hoodia Pills about a week and a half ago and they are helping me more than ever. They are suppressing my appetite. Forcing me to eat better as I have to time when I am going to eat. And I have almost obliterated late night snacking.

I am loving what is happening and I can't imagine what will happen if i take it to 100%.