Pleasantly Plump

Hmm

I wonder.... Is it because of my pills or my change of everything? Whatever it is, I am losing weight. Finally. I have lost 4 pounds this week. I am trying to exercise every other day, do my pilates the days I am not doing my cardio and I am eating so damn good it's sick.I am still not smoking so losing anything is better than gaining. Last night ( i knowbad at night) I wanted some chips. So I had a little bag and I didn't feel bad at all. I still enjoy my food I just make sure I am drinking my 64 oz. of water everyday and my portions are really cut back. I eat dinner on a small plate and I measure my food now. Of course the healthier I eat, so does evreyone around me. It's a good change. We all need this.

Be sure to check out my 'other life' here.

It's working

It's happening. I was 215 and 3 days later I am 212.5. I am stoked. Been watching my food religiously, drinking insane amounts of water and being really really good. Maybe it's the pills? Who knows, But I know... It's working.

motivation

this is my motivational message on my fav. Jeans hanging on my wall. This will be the ticket.

Can I get any Fatter?

I am at an all time high these last few days. I weighed in after my vacation at 215pounds. I have NEVER been this fat. Not even fully pregnant with either of my children. How disgusting. Even when I thought I was doign good, I'm not. So all of this brought me to my latest attempt. Diet Pills. I ordered some from the net but I never got them so I got my money returned. While I was on vacation I went to a health food store and I saw some there. I bought them and have been taking them for a few days now. I was at 215 when I started, I am at 213 now. Coincidence? Who knows but I am sticking to it.

Here is what I am now taking. I am on the non caffinated ones. My heart already has issues, why mess with it?

Still ate like shit...

not bad not bad...

No Smoking!!!

Got to start somewhere right?

YAY

If I can make it through tonight with only water I did it. I was bad with lunch but I still stayed in my goal by 1 point. Yay.

Check out my daily spark food counts....

Here we go..

I just bought some Hoodia. I read an article in Womans week and did some research and decided to try it. Now I am sure I probably just wasted another $100 but what if? What if it works? What if I can share it with people? What if this helps me?

Once I get it I will post about it.

Wish me luck....Again.

A little update

I haven't done really anything since last month at weigh in but I started too finally last week. And last night I was huffing and puffing on the treadmill. I have been slowly changing what I eat and when and I have managed to make good choices at that. Being healthy is not easy for me but I know in my heart of hearts, it is something I know I can do.Start small, end in a big way.

If you can see the difference between todays ticker and the other one, you'll see I actually gained weight. Not fun.

My Ticker